Basically it got so bad for me that I was spending from $8000-$10000 a month on having sex with different women while I'm married. I did this for three to four years straight. If you're wondering how I was spending that much money, I'll explain. You see every Saturday I used to book a date with an escort from this site called eros.com, each booking ended up costing me on average $1000 per booking, excluding, sometimes, the hotel room, wine, certain drugs, etc... on other weekdays I went to places where I could get it done for $150 an hour. And I went to those places almost everyday and sometimes twice a day.
About six months ago I talked to a doctor about it and told him I just can't stop my urge no matter how hard I try and asked him if this was a normal behavior. I basically told him I don't want to keep living like this forever and asked him if me getting older would stop these urges. He told me I might be suffering from hypersexuality.
So He referred me to a psychiatrist. I told the psychiatrist about all of my situation. I told him as long as I can remember I've been really sexually active. I told him the whole situation that even though I'm married and have sex with my wife 1-2 times a day I still want to have sex with other women and it was draining my pockets and my energy and affecting my life in a negative way and I want this urge to stop.
He prescribed me a med called quetepine and told me I have a mood disorder called mania. I didn't believe him that I had any disorder but I started taking the med.
The med quetepine not only controlled my urge but has caused erectile dysfunction in me. Now I'm taking viagra to have sex with my wife which just isn't like normal natural erection.
I cant quit this med now. I have tried a few times and the number of days I wouldn't take this med I couldn't fall asleep. I went 5 days straight without any sleep when I stopped taking it. I went to my psychiatrist and asked him to change my med, he said this med is the best for me and the side effects are the same in other meds similar to this one.
So last week I told him to take me off this med without me going insane but he asked me a question "are you willing to risk it all in your life or you want to keep your life, wife and mental health in the healthiest position possible"
Now I'm thinking maybe I do have a disorder and I sure as hell don't want to go back to my previous ways but this med is taking alot of joy out of my life.
Any suggestions which path I should choose?
About six months ago I talked to a doctor about it and told him I just can't stop my urge no matter how hard I try and asked him if this was a normal behavior. I basically told him I don't want to keep living like this forever and asked him if me getting older would stop these urges. He told me I might be suffering from hypersexuality.
So He referred me to a psychiatrist. I told the psychiatrist about all of my situation. I told him as long as I can remember I've been really sexually active. I told him the whole situation that even though I'm married and have sex with my wife 1-2 times a day I still want to have sex with other women and it was draining my pockets and my energy and affecting my life in a negative way and I want this urge to stop.
He prescribed me a med called quetepine and told me I have a mood disorder called mania. I didn't believe him that I had any disorder but I started taking the med.
The med quetepine not only controlled my urge but has caused erectile dysfunction in me. Now I'm taking viagra to have sex with my wife which just isn't like normal natural erection.
I cant quit this med now. I have tried a few times and the number of days I wouldn't take this med I couldn't fall asleep. I went 5 days straight without any sleep when I stopped taking it. I went to my psychiatrist and asked him to change my med, he said this med is the best for me and the side effects are the same in other meds similar to this one.
So last week I told him to take me off this med without me going insane but he asked me a question "are you willing to risk it all in your life or you want to keep your life, wife and mental health in the healthiest position possible"
Now I'm thinking maybe I do have a disorder and I sure as hell don't want to go back to my previous ways but this med is taking alot of joy out of my life.
Any suggestions which path I should choose?
